Im 33 ,super creative, love design, work as a carpenter, am currently "the apprentice", just to get the ticket. Drink like a total moron and achieve way way less than i could because of it. I live in germany with my girlfriend and 2 kids, all three of them totally amazing, and long-suffering, and deserve a better version of me than Ive been giving them for the last couple of years. I also own and run a cafe/bar, which is partly cool, but loads of extra work, and full immersion in alcohol culture and naturally easy access. Definitely a problem. Anyway, thats enough for now I guess.