I am a 27 guy living in the heart of Sydney. I come from a family of drinkers and have been drinking solidly since I was 14. I am not a pleasant drunk and often bring the mood down after drinking. After another one of my more then often drinking nights and insulting everyone around me I have realised that there is no point to drinking. I have condition my self to like the taste and drink to loose control so I can displace my self from reality. I know hope I can find healthy natural options for this feeling and ultimately make my self a better person by not drinking. Alcohol is the ultimate addictive drug and is as pointless as smoking I hope I have the will to see that.