HSM in my life now.
02/04/12 • 2 Comments

I feel like I have failed you all as HSM Community Moderator. But my life is so hectic that I haven’t even found time to find myself on HSM at all, and for that I am sorry! I have finally figured out what I want to do with my life. Be a big animal/farm vet. and I am trying my hardest to make it happen. But, I am getting no support from the people who matter. So I am now turning to you guys even though you have not been able to turn to me! So from now on I promise to be better because your all awesome! Much love xx

My life post HSM
21/01/12 • 2 Comments

Well my HSM last year has helped me alot. I’m alot healthier than I was and I’m finding myself generally more eager to do more stuff and different things. This summer I thought I would have gone crazy with the alcohol, but I haven’t and i’m pretty proud of myself. I have found myself not even feeling like drinking on some occassions, it’s just not attractive to me sometimes.  I’m entering into my second year of university studying a double bachelors degree in Science and Education. I have gotten to a point in my life where I have realised my ultimate goal in life, to teach science for a few years and then go back to uni and then do a doctorate in vet science to become a vet. I have also realised that I only have a few more years to try out for the state volleyball team here [...]

HSM came to end.
26/11/11 • 2 Comments

So my HSM came to an end this week with my first year of uni ending. I celebrated in style with my last drinking event at the last uni night of the year. I had planned to make a big night of it but it ended up not being like that. My HSm has taught me that alcohol is not neede to have fun, and I hope that I taught my friends and fellow first years that this is the case. Next year I am planning not to drink as much so I may still post and help others out on the site, and hopefully there are more HSM’ers in Ballarat so I can support them. I would just like to say thankyou to everyone who has followed my progress and who has commented and helped me through this semester, you really are a special family here at HSM! xx

What a week.
09/11/11 • 3 Comments

Well I know its only wednesday, but screw this week. It has been nothing but shit for me and things are only looking south. I am feeling like ratshit this week, my hayfever and bronchitis are at an alltime high. making my emotional state worse. work was shit as well, i got yelled at for screwing up a job which was actually not only my fault but my bosses as well.  were in swotvac this week and i am in no mood to study at all. ever. i went to some revision classes today for one of my subjects and it depressed me even more, because i know nothing and its a stupid class that i shouldnt have to take. also i am very sick on people depending on me, and i feel like i am always the one who is apologizing. for everything to everyone. screw this week.

Bad bad Bibbi…
18/10/11 • 6 Comments

So the last few days I have been bad. I went away for a volleyball tournament last weekend and it was my best friends 18th on the saturday as well so I made it one of my drinking occassions. But it then turned into a 3 day bender drinking saturday, sunday and monday night. I have been struggling alot lately with returning to uni and coming to terms that there is nothing that the doctors will do with my sickness and coming to terms that I have got depression from having a chronic illness. I guess I went on my bender to just forget the pain of being sick and to make it all go away for atleast a night. Or 3. I feel so stupid and I have let myself and my amazing supporters of my HSM down. But I have honestly gotten to the point of being so [...]