night over
06/08/11 • 0 Comments

so i meet the ex and the night when ok. shes a nice girl but there was so meany time that i wanted to reach for a drink to make the social awkwardness go away. but the night is over and i still havent had a drink yay me

the x\’s
06/08/11 • 0 Comments

fiday night went well  had a nice diner with my friend and wasnt even tempted to drink. but now its saterday and its time to meet my boy friends x girl friend. drinking would make time meeting a hole lot easer. hope that i can resist temptashon wich me luck  

the epiphany
04/08/11 • 0 Comments

i woak up one day and realised that i reliy on acohol way to much and that i have to stop drinking and that its not only efecting my self but its now efecting the people around me. i realised that i youes achole to stop emoshon such as stres, anger and sadness but the thing i do the most when i am drinking is make choses that i would not normaly make whan sober and becous of this iv hert a lots of peopl around me and it has to stop. so the challenge is can i stop drinking for 3 month this is going to be intresting