I'm Cienna. I'm 18, and I have pretty much spent every weekend for the last two years getting completely blind drunk. I've damaged relationships with family and friends, I've blown a hell of a lot of money, I've lost all self confidence and self respect, I've been close to death and worst of all, I've spent the last few months unhappier and unhealthier than ever. I was hanging out at the wrong places, with the wrong people, and falling hard and fast into the wrong lifestyle - something I never pictured myself doing as a younger girl. There have been a few times throughout my short time of being 18 where I've tried to stop drinking, it was something I had said to myself, my friends and my family one too many times and although it was never successful....it was only until two weekends ago when I became 100% committed to creating a better life for myself. I can't wait to start this new life free from alcohol to find something I love doing, something that inspires me and most importantly - finally be proud of myself.