Eeek.
29/06/11 • 5 Comments

4/7/11 will be my official starting date. Of course, being under the age of 18, I can automatically be generalised as a binge drinker. And I do binge drink, probably 2/3 weekends. I know it’s not healthy, but it’s fun. It seems better than reality, but why? Why am I not comfortable with the truth of everyday? I want to be. I really want to just be purely happy without the need of alcohol. Also, other times I have though ‘oh, I really need a drink’, just to loosen up, or relax. But this can happen whilst sober… obviously. I just really want to take this journey. Get my will power up. It will be so hard, so hard. I love having fun with friends, most of the time alcohol is involved. I want to build less superficial relationships, understand my friends and myself more.