I like riding my bikes, swimming, always feel good afterwards, and enjoy being outside . I'm doing a BVA ,arts, having some real creative fun , I've reallly fucked up a few things in the past , and maybe still make mistakes , but you learn a lot ! Background Father was an alcoholic, his father was , I do like beer and wine but cant really afford it anyway as a student ,I have hardly had anything to drink over last two months anyway.It feels increasingly ok to just wander past the supermarket shelves either at the start or end of your journey through there .Alcohol is NEVER in the middle , because they make so much money .I sleep well now , wake up feeling fresh .I am working the 12 step program with the help of a sponsor , to address core issues.But I have to say, my life is MORE fun now than before alcohol , I dont need a drink to say hello to strangers !