The earth hasn’t moved yet
02/02/12 • 1 Comment

I am still little old me, after five days…. I am still suffering a cash flow crisis, desperately wishing i could go shopping for something, anything. And i am still umming and ahhing over what to do next in life- move here or there. Still wondering if i will ever get all the jobs done on my list. Life just goes on…. With all the uncertainties and anxieties of yesterday. I wonder when i shall feel the magic… In the meantime, i just keep plodding forward. Back to the jobs.

Off Camping
01/02/12 • 2 Comments

Well, this week has been pretty easy (my first week) as I went back to work after the school holidays and being back in routine means I find it much easier not to drink booze. Tomorrow I am off camping with a bunch of my best mates and we would typically set up camp and spend the weekend sitting around, bushwalking and drinking! So, this trip will be pretty different for me. It is my choice not to drink though, and I am pretty positive about it. Looking forward to enjoying people’s company without getting a hangover. Should be up with the birds too and able to be more active during the day. Bit worried about how much junk food I will consume as a replacement for the drinks, but hey, nobody’s perfect.

Starting flat
29/01/12 • 4 Comments

So last night we had party at my place. It was supposed to be a low-key bbq, but everyone was ready to party, so I certainly did too. I had every good intention of having two or three drinks, but as usual, my resolve went out the window with my first glass of wine, and we kicked up our heels. This morning when my nearly 2 year old toddler awoke at 6am, my husband got up to him (in spite of feeling worse than I did) and I lay in bed for two hours resting. Luckily though, we still managed to get some housework done today and even took Gus to the park for some play time. Later on, we will head over to Centennial Park too to catch up with people. But, I feel pretty average, and for me, not being able to bounce out of bed at 6am [...]