TWO MONTHS SOBER WoooooooooHooooooooo 29/08/2011
29/08/11 • 2 Comments
Well guys I have made it! In 2 days I would have been totally clean from alcohol for 2 months. Wow I am so proud of myself! You know there were a couple of times when I have called AA (Alcoholics Anonymous) over the years, the thing is that, it was always hard for me to think of myself as an alcoholic because I have been so functional and would only drink once or twice a week (until my best friend passed away)! My mum actually told me about Hello Sunday Morning about 2 months before I decided to do the program. Honestly, I wanted to do it but was kind of waiting for myself to have the courage to make the decision and I drunk ALOT for the two weeks before I signed up, I guess like a drug addict getting there last few hits! It has been the [...]
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Hanging Upside Down; Fish Faces & Dancing in My Lounge Room! 09/08/2011
29/08/11 • 1 Comment
Hello fellow HSM’s. One night I was just so excitable, I had so much energy and was in the best mood. All I kept thinking is “man I would love to get wasted and sing really badly on sing star and just have an awesome crazy, pissed night”. So I pondered upon this thought..knowing that drinking is not an option, however really feeling like it! So I did what any gen Y does and texted my friends exactly what I was thinking. Of course my girlfriends were like “Julz stay strong!” and my guy friends were like “your nuts for not drinking just get drunk”. So at this point I decided to crank up my music, in no time I was dancing around the lounge room watching my reflection in the glass thinking I look pretty good…lol…then I was so totally HYPO I started taking funny photos of myself [...]
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Understanding, Clarity and Respect 31/07/2011
31/07/11 • 3 Comments
In three days time I will have been completely sober for 1 whole month. I am so proud of myself! Without drinking I have had such a clear mind and have been dealing with my emotions in so much more of a positive way. I have also grown a lot more respect for myself. Not drinking has been helping me understand why I have made a lot of the bad decisions and has even helped me understand how and why my drinking got so bad. There was a man who I was with about 10months ago. We were together for two and a half years. In the beginning he cheated on me, and even though we broke up I got back together with him two weeks later, more so because my self esteem had been damaged by him doing this and it somehow made me feel good about myself that [...]
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