The first day of the rest of my life…
01/08/11 • 3 Comments

I have always had problems with drugs and alcohol… They have been my crutch to get me through my down times. As I’ve got a little older, it’s become less of an addiction but still there waving and beckoning when times got hard. I have made many positive changes in my life in the last twelve months and this is one of the last things that keeps dragging me down..   So, I say no more. No more turning up to band rehearsals because I’m too fucked to. No more lashing out (verbally) at my nearest and dearest in a drunken haze… I know that person is not me? So, why would I allow my crutch to make me this way?   I want to be the person that I know has a good heart and wants the best for herself and those around her.   So, starting now… for [...]